not here, it is not here there is a television set on, and I cannot think all I wish to do is find the place where I can feel alright I sit in the dark and write I sit in the dark and write and I'm about to take a tender leap of faith I care to live, I've learned to love life, it is fascinating but the silence isn't here there's people talking at pubs there's people talking at homes there's people talking at street corners there's people talking at restaurants there's people talking outside, during a walk nature is so loud, nature is very loud the yoga studio features music, and breathing and the subways feature announcements and opening and closing doors I wish for a silence a crypt silence an angel silence a purgatory silence a burning silence a cloud silence