Whats this feeling of longing for someone
pain and sadness well inside my chest
that destroys my cover and silences my breath
wheres the many thoughts that distract from the truth
why cant i escape from my memories anymore
searing tears leak despite all efforts to hold back
release more a torment then comfort
even my distractions turned against me
at this point even i cant deny
that loneliness will be the killer this time
it wants to end the strong front that ive kept up all along
tear down each and ever wall
**** the thorns from around my heart
free me from myself
but i still fight it long since bought into my lie that ill be alright
thoughts of a better day and life thought a myth
after all who would want my broken heart......