Though the tears are not falling,
The pain is still calling,
And reaching out, begging for me.

Though I will carry on,
Pretend nothing's wrong,
I'm hiding it all underneath.

My smile is clear,
But my mind isn't here,
My heart is unraveling.

The meaning has vanished,
My mind's in a panic,
I know what is happening.

I want to pretend,
Live it out to the end,
But it just isn't working.

I see what I've done,
What I have become,
And all I want is your sympathy.

But now it's too late,
Today is the day,
I will end my suffering.