But I discipline my soul, my heart Steadfast, stay steadfast.
I watched and played back the footage Trying to make footage of it all I felt so strong, so over it all You wanted to try and feed me, Take care Take care My red dress and flaming legs Suddenly, less remarkably apathetic.
It looks like you haven't read any messages lately And I get to a certain point in the night Where have to think, see, realize You are probably with Another one.
I wish it didn't bother me at all I don't know why you are in such a rush Its so painfully clear you aren't ready Can't calm down, stick to it Why rush? Whats the hurry? I reside and take stills, give myself time When I need and want it But I think you secretly compete Try to match what you think I'm doing But you'll always try to come after To try and take care of me.
But I don't need it And I don't want it. As I laugh in that witchy silly way My girlfriends eyes glimmering in the natural sunlight Baffled at what I was drawn to in you.
I have moments, hours Of feeling mostly just so relieved But as the day crept on today I found it harder and harder To not reach out.
"You should" You invited me to come along I guess you'll always want that I wonder and ponder how you see me In your mind.
Giving yourself away Giving myself away I flirted so on the prowl With my waiter late last night I scrawled my number and a heart on the receipt Glad to walk away and watch you go.
I wish you would just stop You know you can't handle it But you still wanna blame me on the cell phone Showing up to play out what destroyed us.
I have so much to do I make so little money I drank my insides up this time last year I think I was slightly happier? Was it because I had love at the time? Technological dreaming Only to end in a blurry haze I hit the pavement Velvet long blonde hair My face reflecting in your sunglasses Just like the day I snapped pictures So perfect, it was so perfect
Only to have me wondering into the night Why you are in such a rush.