the eclipse in me dissipated and a primeval sun rose from the depths of my being you were the reason for all that and i celebrated you with crazy little things: i leapt up a tree nimble as a cat and hung upside down from a supple branch on high touching the ground again i went into a crazy spin till i felt i was too ragged and mean to fathom incidental mysteries then you told me things that made me delirious and like one fleeing the virus i ran around the block reminiscing about a bleating flock that could never be contrary when in the morning haze of my clogged mind freedom was the absence of joy and joy the nemesis of sadness