These words are inadequate. I am dissatisfied for to me they do not relate. They are ordered and filled with rules And restrict my minds precious jewel Its beauty cannot be described, By the lies these words try to tell The fake feelings these words try to sell The disordered way together they weld For what is within has no place to begin No place to end no rules to follow nor money to spend Like a sea it flow, through windows and out of doors In the sea of nonsense, past sanity stable floors What I feel cannot be described Written, on a page placed It demands that I express, give it no less Than that to which it deserves I feel constricted boxed in Never allowed to let in That sweet sunshine, that spot light To the thing that lives within I wish to give in to this ebb and flow Not to think but just to know Where to go what to say And yet I am dissatisfied by this my expression For these words are inadequate And cannot relate to me Cannot stand as evidence in my debate With the sea inside me For they are order instead of flow Ruled instead of free The jewel will not see will, not be admired For without the stage it is forever in a dark unlit cage