The room was hot Her skin was dry In speckled formations That resembled alligator skin Laughter from the room over And the buzzing of the refrigerator Were the only Outside noises The ones inside her head though, Those voices never rest Outside from the window Cars and people trickle by As the night does One cup of water Filled too many times The room was hot But her fingers still cold Slow breathing Even slower tears The couch was black And its leather resembled The texture of the skin On her unevenly shaven legs The wall was white, and flat, and hard And she felt her spine against it Each time she took a breath She sat motionless Her body sent tingles and itches To make sure she knew She was alive The stillness of the air haunted her Just as reality's voice crept in singing, "You're still alone."