They say sometimes in life you’re born with nothing Since the beginning I’ve been determined to get something There’s a lot of goals that I do want to accomplish There’s so many things in the world that I missed I may drive you crazy with the things that I want to do I’m a man with a dream, I’m just hoping to get that soon It’s time to forge my own path in life I just want to make things right Change my personality, change my ways This is the path that I truly want to take Don’t have a car so it’s hard to go find myself If someone knew how much pain that I felt Knowing that I’m not part of the world and stuff I hate staying inside all day, I really had enough
I didn’t put this on my blog for sympathy Even though I never got the amount that I need I may be envious and yeah I mave greed Respect is all I ever do want to recieve I won’t settle for anything less, want to make it big Enough being isolated because it’s making me tick Mother’s intimidations is keeping me locked up Laying on the living room couch like I’m knocked up Waiting for the moment where I could finally lace up my boots Where I can open the front door and tell my mom “see you soon” Yeah I like girls and I’m hoping to get one Don’t want to go through life with none With the life I’m living I feel like I’m dead Being outgoing is all that’s stuck in my head
Most kids my age are doing a lot of stuff With my lifestyle I really just can’t adjust Don’t feel like I’m alive, says so on my myspace I don’t know how much pressure I can really take Got a dude in college living the kid life Having fun with people during the night Another dude with a job earning money While I’m stuck with nothing, kinda funny I wasn’t born to do nithing with my life Yeah I’m desperate I’m not gonna lie I don’t want to be in my 50’s living this way I’m sick of my dreams being put on delay I’m sick of dreaming, I wanna live life I’m told to be patient but time is tight I ain’t gonna stay young forever that’s thing So amped up about the future that I don’t think Waiting for the rescue ladder to come to my window I want live life normal you know, it’s just really simple
But I probably won’t get that because I’m autistic So I’m limited to my choices that’s so sadistic Being stuck with people on wheelchairs kinda clueless Don’t hate those kids so don’t think of me as a big ****** And I know they can’t help it but that’s not my kind of crowd Don’t want to be limited to those kind of people that’s how I feel now Don’t want people to think those are the only friends I can make I just want to be a normal people is all I ask for goodness sake Don’t think of me as a kid who can’t control his emotions I maybe a kid who has a hard time keeping things in focus Because of this, mother doesn’t think I can drive Not even letting me go ahead and give it a try No way I’m relying on the bus to get around Because I’m tired of always being let down Hurts to have a lot of people have a lot of doubt And to think that you shouldn’t even be out
What’s wrong with living simple that’s all I want It’s all I’ve been working for all I want to saught Willing to go through anything just to get it My goal I have still not yet really met it What’s wrong with being normal that’s what I desire