Some days I feel as if I have it all figured out.
To be laying in my bed hours later, unmotivated to get up and take care of homework or laundry.
Some days I feel as if I have so many great friends and I'm so lucky to have such a big social circle.
To be sitting alone hours later, unsure of why I feel so alone surrounded by so many others.
Sometimes I feel like a beautiful little flower that deserves to be admired.
To be standing in the same spot hours later, insecure of every aspect of myself and praying to look like a pretty girl people want to look at.
Some days I feel as alive as life allows you to feel.
Some days I feel as dead as you can feel while still breathing.
And that fluctuation may scare me, but it is inevitably okay and the sooner I learn to embrace it the better off I will be.
~This is what it feels like to be alive & well my friend.