lie in bed and contemplate the day simmer in dismay silence, stay be dark, fester in every way
I used to think I was bold my parents would scold as I'd unfold another lie within
we're all super heroes of our own making daily breaking vows of patience suffering selfish synonyms for self investment
is it in our nature to really love to nurture caring without a care but for the good of those who incite our empathies
I want to believe that down deep beneath the heap of ******* steep and plaster molded faces that creep in front of our souls
there might be a light an ever so slight break in the blight the rugged muck that is my Plight the one thing keeping me from flight just solitary candle flame burning bright behind this facade
I know it was there but I've grown cold my sadness madness anger rolled so tight it might burst into flames but that's the problem
I hope it isn't snuffed that light the gentle one that hopes dreams of possibility denies the probability of failure and calamity
the flesh screams out in pain just wishing someone- I can't even say it