nervous energy mingles with excited anticipation forms filled and references collected applications and sample writings placed elegantly into the large manila envelope properly addressed and postage applied the waiting game commences – did I do everything was everything checked bubbles filled number two pencil only am I good enough can I make it will I succeed do I dare take the step dip an aged toe into cool waters – balanced attacks often lead to lackluster victories trophy-less athletes line unattended playing fields with honorable mentions going only to the fallen band geeks – seeking a Masters for fun and education professor Temple at the helm leading poetry writing classes for the incarcerated masses lucky enough to receive call-out passes… glass cleaner flashing crass as the white board mocks me asking simply, “have you graduated yet?”