i'm being a brute on the universally identifiable colour of defeat, nowhere will you find a painter entrapped by some sort of apologetics of drawing a square, or drawing in red, black, white, but writing leaves you prone to all assortments of apologetics when your use of language becomes less poetic and more casual, and when it becomes casual it hurts, because the poetics asked for a sense of security that a reader might experience when the writer heaves a sigh of relief at writing in the vein of an edenic root of exposure: the 2nd eden leaves all the genitalia exposed (given *******), and all the other limbs hidden.