I think the worst type of love is the one where both people are completely in love with each other. The love in which it’s not possible to love the other more, but for whatever reason, you cannot be together. It’s loving someone so passionately and not being able to do anything about it, because it’s just the wrong time. It’s losing a love that you actually had a chance to pursue simply because you aren’t able to. It’s the Almost Lovers that hurt the most. And that's what makes me think of all the things we could have done. All the things I would have loved to do. Like I want to do all the silly, cliché romantic things with you. I want to dance with you with no music playing, only the rhythmic beat of our hearts. I want to kiss you till my mouth feels numb, and kiss you in the rain. I want to sleep in your arms and make love at two in the morning. I want to run around a field with you chasing after me, and not a care in the world. I want to sing in the car with you, loudly and off-key. I want to laugh with you until I can’t breathe. I want to make out on the couch as a bad horror movie is being played on the tv screen. I want to fight, and scream, and have nothing but passion and love running through my veins. I want you to hold me like you’ll never let me go. I guess I just kinda really want us and everything that we may or may not me. More than anything I want the chance to discover what we could be.