I'll never be more disappointed in the words Their job is to conglomerate into cohesive, coherent expressions Always, they've done this for me True, their message has changed But their capacity to carry out meaning, order, and a clear, articulate thought has been unwavering But I turn to them now and they are clumsy, weak, light, and foreign I fumble on these useless and tiresome words as I think up a way to communicate to you just what it is you mean to me I love you Is white noise Every combination is an understatement Photos can't capture it My paintings can't replicate it This love demands to be felt and that is all I can do With every intracacy and nuance of my existence, every book I ever read, every lesson I've ever learned, everything I was, am, and will be, ever aspect of my being, every ounce of my soul, all that I have Because I can't translate it to words, I will have to suffice in keeping it in it's rawest form And while I will never be able to express it to consummation, I feel so wholely and genuinely in love with you