Kat I am sorry that these demons Fight better than I can They tussle with mind They pierce straight through my heart Kat I have failed to belong Along the lines that I have drawn And for all these times You push me back to them Kat I have already become Something that scares me true For the tears that I have cried Dried like the rose that I hold on to Kat I am glad to have a rock I know you do care And these demons know it too And they keep pulling me back behind the curtain that I am all accustomed to So dear kat I haven't given up hope I Just gave up on trying to be the false happy that I gave to everyone including you