I want to be born again I want to remember what it's like to feel something new to experience something for the first time again endlessly I search for that feeling in other places and fresh faces but nothing I do births the feeling of newness I want to feel my face catch fire with blushings from sweet nothings whispered in my ears I want to feel the beat of my heart so loud and hard that I'm afraid it will burst through my chest into someone else's hands I want to feel a love so fresh it feels true & limitless as I gaze into its beauty & potential I want my feelings to rush forth like the flood gates after a hurricane to rush forth like the Spartans army on the brink of the battle field to rush forth like a forest fire of untamable desire sweeping everything els in its wake all the pain the questions the strife that comes with life swept up in the fire in the magic in the moment of feeling something new