Adam! turn me over and sing me a song of sixpence hearing voices, not seeing faces ... with the radio on
it's just me myself and I
driving between towns emoting, gushing hurt me, break me, **** me! at the top of my lungs
finding bars buried in backyards on back roads of insincerity
birch bitten and chewed logs wet and rotten and still, chords neatly stacked in ordered rows
can you stand me on my feet?
back home brushing my teeth yellow biting my nails turgid, hoping she will come with me to a show my state is of a lower-class shambling
hoping for a renewal or rebirth
sweating on the train repeating God's name
gasping for air making people nervous staring at their phones wondering if I am going to keel over and die
it's just me myself and I
that's right, write it out in long hand first, then go back and edit
(wishing to write like Tarkovsky)
comparing father and son - an unchecked exception they were buried in separate coffins one in France the other, in a timber cask
but won't I be too?
I wish I could say, "we have a saying in my country" or "scripture says" or
"I'm lost without you" (I am and now found).
In ruins at the end of a day building pigeon flap (or come what may) ascending a scale of notes in a mirror of songs behold an image in a scale of descending notes at dawn.
Зеркало (HD) / The Mirror - YouTube.
The Mirror of Time and Memory
Live in the house-and the house will stand. I will call up any century, Go into it and build myself a house… With shoulder blades like timber props I help up every day that made the past, With a surveyor’s chain I measure time And traveled through as if across the Urals.
I only need my immortality For my blood to go on flowing from age to age. I would readily pay with my life For a safe place with constant warmth Were it not that life’s flying needle leads me on Through the world like a thread. Arseniy Tarkovsky
His song sounds rather like this: A drawn-out "ohh-h-h-h-h-h," descending downward, almost like a sweet moan, followed by a series of about 7 or 8 descending notes, like a descending scale, fading slowly toward the end of his song. Thus: Ohhhhhhhhhhhh la la la la la la la la Judith Posted 06 July 2007 - 08:56 PM