deep down inside i feel in shock,
like something just hit me,
some one hit me. Knock,
i'm on the ground,

please someone help me,
i messed up in this message,
you may not agree,
but I am in pain,

Lost everyone I loved,
they just flew out like a dove,
going to therapy,
that doesn't even help me,

I wish they could just get along,
and hear what I have to say,
in this song,
life without a bea,

I wish i wouldn't cry,
and let my eyes dry,