I CAN HOLD MYSELF TOGETHER
DURING THE DAY, I CAN OCCUPY
MYSELF WITH MINDLESS TASKS OR
SLEEP TO ESCAPE IT ALL. BUT AT
NIGHT IS WHEN I START TO UNRAVEL
AND MY EYES LEAK AND MY INSIDES
SPILL OUT AND POOL INTO MY LAP. I
AM STRUGGLING TO KEEP MY HEAD
ABOVE THE WATER AND IT HAS
ALWAYS BEEN TOO SHALLOW TO
DROWN IN BUT I THINK IT'S FINALLY
DEEP ENOUGH