And I look inside my soul and all I see is darkness.
I look inside my eyes and the fire has been extinguished.
I look upon my heart and it is covered in scars.
Though in every photo you can see a blinding smile on my face.
In every video all you hear is laughter.
I get up every day,
Tie up my combat boots,
And apply my lipstick.
Praying this will be the day I find my answers.
This will be the day you hand me back over the key.
So I can unlock the light you stole from me.
Become whole once more.
Then perhaps next time I wont give myself up so easily.
I won't give love to the wrong man.