Bitterness** "What an appropriate name," she thought "for this foul feeling that tastes so akin to bile."
She ran her tongue along the ridges of her hard palate, hoping that her saliva might creep into every crevice and cleanse her being of this sharp vindictiveness - Sour anger that left a trail of puncture-wound footprints across her shrinking heart
Equally corrosive and repulsive as it flowed through her bloodstream She clenched her fists in an attempt to catch the feeling before it traveled another inch As physical as it it felt - running through her, running over her - she eventually came to understand that her ailment was far from physical
When she could no longer stand it, she fell to her knees And prayed to a God in whom she'd never believed The intellectual in her pushed Him away with embarrassment The seven-year-old in her embraced Him like a dearly missed imaginary friend
An internal tug-of-war ensued, but was short lived The vivacious strength of her young heart Quickly lost to the tired feebleness of her old mind She set aside her pride, calling out the suppressed longings of her soul
Much to her surprise, she felt an immediate loosening of ties Weights lifted; beliefs shifted - everything seemed to fall into place She let out the deep, deep breath she'd unknowingly held And recognized a feeling of ease and serenity that had evaded her for months
She realized with a smile that she was grateful for the bile For without its damage, she never would have met her healer