And I guess it's just comforting. To slip back into my old ways of feeling nothing. I guess having someone by my side was never meant to be for me. And I guess it doesn't really bother me that I'm wandering through life alone. Yeah sometimes it gets cold. But smooth seas never made great sailors. So I guess it's time to see what life has in store for me. While I try to stay strong as I try to keep my dignity.