Hypnotic ecstasy, drowning in a bottle next me. Dressing my face in my favorite addiction. Satisfying my vanity with this new composition. Dressing my face in a false sense of security. Faking a smile trying to play down my purity. A girl wise beyond her years. Just playing dress up for her peers. I ****** up, I ****** up a lot. I tip over the bottle and then I got caught. I got caught in a web I created. Messed up, left and jaded. Beyond the point to even care if i'm hated. I took the stereotype and said "**** IT!" I killed it.