I have loved him the most I’ve loved anyone daringly unreasonably carefully softly I’ve loved him like the colors you can’t see I want him so much but I hate his guts He’s tried to make a soft girl out of a mad girl I’ve hated him the most I’ve hated anyone Wildly Savagely Harshly Manipulatively
get him out of sight keep him out of my mind (when will I stop lying)