when i think about things i remember the flings and the lazy afternoon walks and stolen hugs in the dusk i think about mother busy in her smoky kitchen and father with a pipe in the corner of his mouth puffing out smoke like a sage i see grandmother's toothless smile and hear her sing a happy song lustily as if there was a throng dying to hear her yodel one last time this side of the great divide and then i think of the girl in the cheap cotton dress and how she thought she was taken although i was no more than a cadet in these matters of sore hearts and headaches