I shouted my heart out so loud
Releasing what I felt so carelessly
Stuck in this endless maze
None would hear this terrifying plea
I clenched my fist so tight
Thinking this would hold it down
I knew it would not be enough
And that soon I would completely drown
I slammed my body into a wall
Assuming this is the only solution
My body felt weak and helpless
Blessed but in complete confusion
I stabbed my chest repeatedly
Hoping this would numb the pain
Completely losing control
Blood became the only visible pain
I stumbled and fell countless times
Trying everything I could but completely failed
Keep giving away wings while losing mine
It makes me wonder if I ever be saved