It's hard to smile when I'm told That everything I love in life somehow determines where I go When this life expires And my body retires Its either God at the pearly gates Or decades of hell fire? Everything I do could be considered a sin The list is never ending ?I dont even know where to begin. Beers, **** Need for speed, ?Breeding greed?, Evil deeds. People see the world As some sort of mystery. We can perfect the future If we analyze our history. I know I'm not perfect, Which brings me that much closer to perfection. A resurrection Has a definition of rising from the dead. Jesus said, "See this bread??Its my body?Now let me be inside you. Drink my blood Do everything as I do." I told my teacher when I was 7 I don't want to go to heaven. Begging for your forgiveness, I will never live this down. I'll take it to my grave No matter where it may take me.