Amazing how the things I became accustomed to how I don't want to..... Whether it was looking at that picture of him in the frame or the local bake shop where everyone behind the counter knew my name, I stop and stare at myself then say, Stop going insane! I gained weight and he lost interest. Living in the present moment was never easy, though I always knew that no river would form the same circles as I aggressively threw pebbles to make wishes, and shooting stars are first come first serve. I serve myself the hard work to get to where my destiny is. I beat karma to it and let my eyes wander at the right time. There are times it will be about someone else buy those situations define our time and effort not worth. I'm going to forget trying to become the queen bee and just join the others from every hive and help make the world go round. If I ever want to make a difference, I'll be the reason for oppurtunities for others to make differences too. We all want something for ourselves so this is why we learn to share because we never get over how many others have something in common with us. There is only one world as we don't like to know.