much of intelligence is derived from an appreciation of a certain type of music: most notably classical, jazz and ambient / trance / electronic / progressive in any relevant genre.*

the way i dealt with atheists, those great
bores off theology, who try to accomplish
an sedimentary argument of the many
layers incorporating snippets from a range
of dedications, whether geological, biological,
chemical, historical, musical, mathematical
creating a rainbow mongrel theology,
not pure theology, just a poly-diadem theology,
in between that and "hearing" (yes, ambiguously
a sense for an obstruction of clear thinking
that had to spawn the antidote to the cartesian
res cogitans - thinking thing, i.e. res vanus -
empty thing) kabbalistic shrapnel of syllables,
oozing from the tetragrammaton, e.g.: ha ha, ye woe,
to "hear", for being bilingual i explain that
PA is both an informal word for goodbye,
a brief goodbye, and a shortening, pa-,
of the word patrz (look!), both polish examples,
akin to the laziness in the english language,
my laziness is to avoid the diacritical ę, e.g. się,
or in english do not (don't); or the famous
"racist" laziness of ****-, originally pakistani -
so in between that i figured, given that atheists
want the complete eradication of pain,
i figured it would be only natural to pair atheists
with sadists and masochists, to explain certain
things among themselves;
but this thing about the subtler pain?
i explained pain to myself, when it isn't accessible
via a complex schematic of arithmetic,
e.g. (worded): one plus the radix of π, subtracting
100, and then with obelus using a fraction
of ninety-nine over twelve and a half;
e.g. (symbolic): 1 + √π - 100 ÷ 99/12.5.
i can't put cognitive mathematics to give you an answer,
and because i can't answer the equation,
upon thinking about it, i experience the subtler pain
that's an antidote to real bone-rattling pain.