I'm more sassy than sweet My green sweater hanging from limbs I come across as more of a party girl "Sweet. Sweet." Think sweet My acting on camera teacher tells me Moon tattoo my neck "Its the eyes!" A classmate of mine offers "I think its in the lips" Sometimes I wish I could carefully peel off Pieces of my face Like I was Mr. Potato head Start all over again.
I can hear you coughing in the kitchen In the darkness of my room Admitting I miss you But I stay cocooned in my den Its so weird that you come here now But not for me.
I'm sure you must look around this house And see the white table The kitchen counter in front of the coffee maker The places we so secretly and boldly Made love in So forbidden It all seemed.
I thought I knew winter But I didn't know **** I feel as though I were entirely composed Of Alaska Every time I walk outside.
Boys, men They really only irritate me now I roll my eyes at text messages That only appear at the most inconvenient times I bet you think I'm not here Maybe I'm sort of not I can hear you walking past my door I bet you just cracked open a beer A few days ago we wished we could have just Carried our relationship Everywhere safe and solemn In our bed.
But we couldn't And I wouldn't And though I have moments of missing The safety of you knowing me I do have to snap fingers in my face And remember that I am still very much In such a new place None of you really know me
I'm not just full of sass I couldn't stop laughing and saying how interesting That feed back was Because it took me a long time to become this woman This strong, powerful Can peacefully fall asleep with my ex-boyfriend in my living room Woman. Can sit in meetings and feel like I dance in fire Or bravely kiss and whistle At what I was scared of before. So **** the idea of a party girl attitude And this moon tattoo on my back Means more than I could ever relay into words Industrial copy is really a difficult form That I'm trying to master Because I desperately need money But I direct, I write, I edit And I can transform into whatever I need to be Still finding myself Forming my roots Ignoring what I could or couldn't do I'm still so ******* new.