The way I crave you is not at all passive. Unlike you. So calm and reassuring, Killing me softly as I inhale your warm breath. Coaxing my anxiety away with masochistic pleasure. The way I crave you is not at all delightful. Unlike you. Stepping outside with me to enjoy the moonlight. Joining me on chats with a stranger. The way I crave you is not at all glamorous. Unlike you. So beautifully posed up against me, curling around my hair, framing my sweet face. ... The way I crave you is full of nicotine and rat poison.
smokes.
I never published this from 2016. I've most generally quit smoking. But still indulge occasionally. boy, i still love my vices.