three 8.5% oranjeboom does that to you, in between several whiskeys, you end up derailed somewhere in the mind, you end up writing really crazy ****, but of course in relation to past experiences, being told to dig up baby potatoes in an allotment patch filled with weeds, taking some home on the sly, while watching “here by the grace of god”, ok honey, just say it, retards, on a day-trip, drooling, taking out their genitalia and laughing being herded like cattle by the carers because their parents have died, the ones with down syndrome being the most intelligent of the lot, a little spark in them still there - because you weren’t the one who’s intelligence was insulted and told that this is adequate psychiatric therapy - but indeed it is, here in england, perhaps not as bad as the great american pharmaphilia (excessive pharmacological prescription; will the big buck ever buckle? who knows: but i do know that your brain will end up being a surgical insult to the professions of psychology: spongy goo tomato purée).