Do you have any idea what it's like to look at your ex girlfriends picture on the wall? It's a terrible feeling I can barley explain at all. I ******* up and lost it all again, and look where it led a trip to the pen. If I had the chance to rewind and replay I'd know now too kneel and pray, but all i have now are memories from back in the day from when I had a life and was doing right, instead of tweaking I went to bed at night, instead of robbing and stealing I paid for mine's. But now I'm paying the fine, locked up in prison and doing time. I lost a beautiful girl and good life, because of a ******* up mind!