Will it **** you when you get the invite to my wedding not to be a maid of honor not to be a bridesmaid but to sit in the rows in any color dress you choose? And will it **** you when my christmas card comes and I hold a baby you've never met who has a godmother that you've never met? And will it **** you when the internet shows you that my family has moved, and I've started a new career, but you aren't even really sure what line of work I was in before? Will it **** you as these years pass and this title becomes wholey exact? Or is it okay because I won't know you either?