It's A Miserable
Long drawn out
Painful story

My life

And I'm tired
Of being alone
Everyday

I can't seem to make the
Left side of my back
Totally even with my right

What if
I just don't like it

I think the whole
Idea of life
Is just stupid
And meaningless

What a sad person
I must be to write all this

I suppose one day
Some day soon
America will collapse

It's a world
That never cares
That never changes

You know I make about 125 dollars
A day to substitute teach

Katy Perry makes millions
To sing about *** and stuff

Do I even exist at all?

I am writing this
So I must

I got angry at God
But then I asked Jesus
For forgiveness
So everything is okay

Why do I have to have
This body

I emailed a family member
I shouldn't have done that
I'm bad at relationships

I want a woman to be mean
To get me in a scissor hold
To squeeze my head between
Her powerful legs
And make me cry

Life *****
I think I'm just a deist now
But I'm not really

Couldn't the creator have come up
WIth something better
That this place
Hahahah

The experience isn't changing

I want female friends
******!