Soon the spiders will be home. I feel the tingling on my spine. Already we have Stockholm syndrome. Though we couldn’t pick them from a line. We’re caught, and we love it. All our thoughts are theirs: our breakfast, our break-ups, our cares, Our warm blood, our mucous, our hairs. We’re caught, and we love it.
I hear the spiders coming now. I feel a quaking in my chest. To them I will make a pure vow: I’ll never look away; I’ll never rest. I’ll stay; I’ll stay tangled. I’ll be their willing prey. When they feast one me, I will lay. I won’t try to wriggle away. I’ll stay; I’ll stay tangled.