Denial only worsens it
Though I wish it wasn't true
Repressing is only temporary
It leaves things askrew
Nothing will ever let me forget
Or even understand
The things that happened back then
A childhood I try to leave behind me
But somehow it always finds me
As hard as I've tried it will not go
It keeps pulling me under
Further and further
Down into a deep abyss
As far as It has to pull
Until I am no more