Nowadays I'm normally lost,
Forgotten that all my actions have a cost.
In the heat of the moment I've enjoyed it so much,
But after choosing to reflect it didn't seem as such.

Anything can happen, problems might occur.
The happiness might be forgotten, or we could lose something dear.
I can't let the depression win me, it must be defeated.
However the maze's not all green, it's too complicated.

It pains me to see others heading down the same path,
Torturing themselves as they continue to do so.
I will try my best to give them a reason to cheer and laugh,
Prevent their suffering from endlessly forcing them to stay low.

I want to be able to lead them out of this hellhole,
Through all these storms and dangerous thoughts.
But if I'm trapped wondering "Where to go?"
How will I lead them out of their sticky spot?

However, I believe that even if the experience is harrowing,
Or that I'm the worst and life is falling completely apart,
Being at the bottom has given me an easy direction that I'll be following,
And that the only way from where I can go is up.