Grieve they say
Weep, it's normal.
Let yourself endure.
These are all things i've preached in the past.
Presently, I'm conscious, some heartache is too agonizing to accept.
I've extinguished my responsiveness.
How?
Uncertain.
I just dont contemplate about it.
If Im compelled to talk about it, I, to some extent just say it without thinking or perceiving.
I know i'd never be able to function if I let myself feel the emptyness I have inside.
Will I ever let myself feel?
Thats a question that currently doesnt have an answer.
I soley wish It would escape from my memory.