Sometimes i'd let the wind catch my hair and reach out a hand to touch the street lamps as they flashed past and sometimes i'd lean back against the leather seat in silence but it was always the same smile that you gave me as we got out
Sometimes we'd lie and let the small countless grains fall through out fingers and try not to think that it was the minutes that we had left and sometimes we'd dive beneath the waves and get lost in the foam and resurface with flowers in our hair but it was always the same light that shone in your eyes either way
Sometimes we'd wake up covered in the soft blankets and the yellow light seeping through the breeze and the gaps in our intwined fingers and sometimes we'd wake on the polished floor surrounded by faceless bodies, crushed bottles and flashing lights, and it would be the streamers the got lost in my hair, not your fingers, but it was always the same words you said to me as you opened bleary eyes
And sometimes i think you never change because this is all you ever wanted in all your dizziest daydreams but Sometimes i think i was wasting my time believing that this wasn't your worst nightmare and that it was because your new words are whispered in someone else's ear