It seems I'm lost again.
Surrounded in a crowd of so call friends and family.
I'm not lost unto them but  to myself
My mind wonders .
What have I  done to deserve these falsities in my life?
My mind wonders
Why  is the One person I was bless with never here?
My mind wonders
Will I ever be listened to and not just heard?
My mind screams
Break out of your chains which label them self as loved ones!
But my mind wonders
Will that make it harder to keep your blessing?
So I stay lost unto myself
as other watch on ,
My mind wonders
are they doing the same.?