stop apologizing for existing. you are allowed to exist. you are allowed to take up space in this world. exist loudly, exist with all your heart. shout at the top of your lungs "I EXIST SO BEAUTIFULLY AND SO LOUDLY IT MAKES ME WANT TO ******" and its okay to **** up. you'll **** up a lot of times. but its okay, because tomorrow is not going anywhere, so go and exist however the ******* want to. because you've only got one shot at it. so exist with all your soul and your heart.