I write for truth to strike. Strike my I to lay low.
I search to say my way. I see my self float past. I chase to stop and know. I fail to catch and hold. I choose old scripts to play. I hear my past pinch tight. I rub scars to heal cuts. I want you to stop now. I feel your blade hit me. I writhe in pain to say. I feel your voice cut deep. I lose more light to care. I want peace in its place. I hear Will ask to stay. I push Faith to take back. I close in to cold sleep. I drop low to gift pain. I sink slow and go low. I lie deep to feel right. I curl up to reel hurt. I bend ill will to air. I cry for loss of light. I stare at its full void. I hold dark to be it. I see it own no truth. I purge to let it gush. I tell Hope to let go. I yell for it to stay. I set it by my side. I lie to lie so still. I wait for me to be. I say my bye to I. I feel truth feel my lie. I sleep deep to still time. I lose love lost to life. I stay to feel the end. I just let go to stay. ... ... ... ... ... ... I hear life be in me. I find my self is here. I stay dear to its beat. I lose it quick to fear. I ask my soul to stay. I peer to see its view. I claw to find my way. I try to give to get. I hear it say not yet. I yearn for Will to tell. I clutch it tight to move. I ask souls to peel back. I hear Faith stands by all. I beg Hope to beg more. I hear it stay so still. I tweak each to turn me. I tempt them to leave soon. I swipe the fog long past. I save dark as my friend. I see my ghost give light. I stretch to grasp it all. I slow to feel love gift. I shake fear hard to go. I sway light to stay still. I move dark to its side. I find both come and go. I sit next to my loss. ... ... ... ... ... ... I let it all go now. ... ... ... ... ... ... I lived a year to live. I hold the old close dear. I found it close my life. I find it end me deep. ... ... I find it close my life. I void the light to see. I feel no air on me. I step up but fall down. I roll in to find new. I see no true light shine. I write just words to feel. I hear words pain me deep. I own my words to hold. I see my words sell me. I reel my brow in deep. I blink one sad eye quick. I shut one eye for good. I clinch my chin close in. I do no more to live. I see no worth to give. I close my self for good. ... ... ... . . . I gave too much to love. I found it **** my good. I felt it slice me deep. I fell for the dark glare. I kept cold to hold it. I told it end me now. I must not want the flow. I must be stuck in no. I fear year four shear me.
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I search old places to land. I find no warm space known. I hear it does not want. I feel they say it now. I lay low in dark voids. I feel sad curse my light. I seek a door to close. I must move on and on. ... ... ... ... I find a gift to give. I give it to give love. I stand next to my soul. I feel I start to shift. I may now find it all. I feel it may fill hearts. I read my end in mine. I hold dear life's full gift. I clutch to sense its grit. I lean deep to feel whole. I feel the warmth of truth. I hear that you found you. I slice and pack it down. I feel love pain and all. I grin to bring bright light. I breathe slow in deep dreams. . . . . . . I write six words to stay. . . . . . . I write to find my way.
I write to know my truth. I learn its shades of doubt. I write six words to say. I write to find a way.