In truth what's wrong with me is that I want to be loved I selfishly crave to be adored by someone above everyone else I want to know what its like to be important to someone I want someone to write poetry for me or to think of me at random times when im not there or just to do something small to show me they care All ive ever wanted was someone who genuinely cared I dont want to be a friend for when its convenient or just for a laugh in school It took me a long time to realise it but even the most cynical nihilistic people wish to be loved