have i really found what im looking for?
ive torn so many pages
ive told myself so many times
ive said your even stronger to start over
i fake myself into thinking this is normal
you never seemed to care
maybe i just don't remember
but god all those tears i shed
all for you to leave
leave me
me
after i had given all i had
after my breathing had stopped from panicking
because you werent there
i should have seen
you were never there
i was naïve
you just needed someone
to comfort you
you.
                           -lb