I never cared
Much for this life

The lonely intellectual

I remember how beautiful
She was

And how she seemed to care

She probably didn't care
Too much at all
Just lies and a big act

Perhaps she is no Christian
At all

Just an atheist or
A "spiritual person"

Never got a Christmas card

Her husband wears
Those Obey shirts
That have the heads
Of Giants on them
The children of the Nephilim

Does she know about that

You and your Starbucks
And Disneyland
You love Disneyland

Home of the
Illuminati
And every kind of
Wickedness

Should have been
Reason enough
Not to trust you

Maybe you think you are better
Than me

With your Master's degree

You left
Only gave me
A week or two notice

I enjoyed your company
Do you have any idea

How much time
I spend alone

No
And you don't care

Nobody cares

I build the tower high
I don't let anyone in

High walls
To keep me
From the people
Who are full of sin

Lord Jesus have mercy
On my soul

I will remain chaste
Until I grown old

Even Augustine
Enjoyed the pleasures
Of the flesh

But I have not penetrated

Who would have guessed

Man is full of pride
And his wicked secrets
He will try to hide

I am alone on this day
Trust no one
That is my way

The night it turns
Into the day

I do now know
What to write or say

America has debt
It can never pay

Maybe World Wor III
Is on its way

We strive, we struggle
We cry we fight

Do not go quietly into
That good night

No one to comfort me
No one to care

I write alone
On this **** chair

I believe in love
This love
I try to show

But I have no one
To give it to
You know?

All the people
Have gone away
And so I sit alone today

I do not want
A full time career

Sitting underneath trees

Do you find it queer?

The character
In this show
Says you have to
Decide who to trust

I'll trust in my savior
It is a must

When we are done
With life this game

Not everyone
Will be treated all
The same

I love the times
I love the view
It seems sometimes
There is nothing new

Just one night spent
To hold someone

I suppose it would
Be fun

Who knows in the morning
They may decide to leave

Tell you they don't want
To hug again
They will not grieve

It's just their will
To do as they please

That one night
Of hugging
Was just a tease

And so I hold
My pillow tight
Thankful I am alone
As I turn out the light

People will hurt you
But that is okay

I learn to ignore them
And love myself
Everyday