i had an epiphany.
it was that i didn't need you to need me to need you.
it was that i had bones that didn't have to hold anything up but myself.
it was that i knew deeply how intrinsic we were to your existence.
it was that i knew deeply how you thought this was true for me.
it was that i knew how you turned our chemistry into mud.
it was that i knew this mud is not me.
it was that i could be free of this.
it was that i could be free of this.
it was that i could be free of this.