Orange specks around the neighborhood

Blackness in my eyes

Screams of my name everywhere

It's all I hear at night



They tell me they don't want me

They tell me they don't care

All I want is to be alone

But they make my mind grow bare



My brain is on guard constantly

I need to be set free

If I don't listen to what they say

They will come after me



I'm stuck in this position

Where I am not in charge

My hope has shrunk to nothing

And the voices have grown large



It's scary sharing your thoughts

with those of someone else

I'm being cared for all the time

But I still need the help