The food i see cannot be eaten, all I see is food. "Why can't i eat this food? why are you so rude?" "don't be a fool, you slober and drool, do not be a pig" "Why call me a pig? does that make you big?" "you understand NOT, so think about this: You eat a lot!" "Who are you to tell me all this? I think not!" Just leave me alone, and maybe I'll think, but enough is enough, and too much is too much. I go through the day so lonely and sad. I wonder at times why I get so mad. this feeling I have is not of my own. But jealousy is a feeling i've known. I want it right now, I want what he has, I need that right there, and want it right now. To fill up the moan my tummy does make, a horrible groan that wants a big steak. It goes in my mouth and...