Every night I lay in bed wondering how you are
I’ve never felt so close to anyone yet so far
I’ve stopped smoking and I think a lot now
I’d tell you it’s hard if you ever asked how
But we don’t speak
And we don’t text
Plus we don’t met
Because of ur ex
Every time we see each other it feels hard
But more accurately I do
You bend over and I see everything
I can’t help but begin reminiscing
How could I let you go so easily
Because making broad statements isn’t me
I can’t even keep to a strict rhythmic structure
I’m so lame and my brain is about to rupture
It’s like every step takes me further from you
But closer to my dreams so it’s what I’ll do
I’ve decided to write away and never overthink
Because then you’ll remain stuck on the brink
Unable to fall off completely
Because you complete me
And I’m so uncontrollably obsessed with you.

But let’s be honest.. You don’t exist.